What happened to us?
I REALLY don't understand how could we change into a this horrible disaster. We used to be so happy together.....I still remember the first time I saw you smile, and I also remember that, in that time, I wanted to kiss you so so so bad. We used to spend a lot of time together (btw, we still do) laughing and doing stupid things.
But now...it is starting to change into a horrible relationship, you know?
It really hurts sometimes, and sorry if I cry a lot, but I can't just ignore what is happening...
*sigh* I know you're reading this, although you don't speak english very well, I am sure that you will understand. I also know that you're getting pretty tired of me and my attitude, and I tried to change and you know that, but there is a point that you don't even want to talk with me, and not because you are busy, but because you're tired. What happened to my sweet boy, hm? Yes, I understand that you have limits, so do I, but you can't get mad for everything, EVERYTHING I say.


You know I truly love you, I guess you're the first person i feel this way,not a crush...but love.
And I know you feel the same way as I do, but I feel that you can't handle me anymore...
It really, really feels that someone is stabbing me in the chest when I think of.....breaking up, because I seriously don't want that. You're my life and you know it, and I'm truly sorry if i'm a cry baby,stupid, hysteric and jealous girl.
But I am sure of something, and is that I really love you, and I can't let you go easily, not because I am attached to you, but because I feel something really strong for you.
I'm sorry.

I love you.